I have suddenly developed an unhealthy obsession with kevin spacey. When say unhealthy, i mean i am constantly fantasizing about him, seducing him, making the wild thing with him, having his babies, kidnapping him and keeping him captive, massaging him... oh my god, make me stop. It was from watching 'the negotiator', when I watched him do the 'i'm sorry, did you want something from me? do you think killing a man gives you the power to negotiate with me?' (or something like that) speech. now all of a sudden i'm watching the negotiator like the fifth time, only i'm fastforwarding through all the bits which don't have KS in it, and i'm recording American Beauty and LA Confidential with careful nerdiness. i think i will have to eventually face the fact that the man is 20 years older than me, and by the time i actually might in my wildest dreams get to meet him (well, i might, if i become a famous director, or something) he'll be way over the hill.