Just coming back from 3 weeks in Seattle, I am now in state of flux, in a surreal non-world where I'm disassociated from outside real life. On one hand I long for attention and invitations, on the other hand I feel uninspired and want to be left alone. I am however inspired to study for the Foreign Pharmacy Exam for the USA, finally, after 4 months. I really have a lot to do... but still wish some one would call me.