as a pharmacist, during work you encounter people who are rude and for some reason decide to pick on you. and then i tend to go into this self destructive cycle whereby i try to analyse what it was that i did that made them treat me this way. and the point is, it usually isn't anything i've done, and yet i still do it, blame myself. and usually these trouble makers are losers themselves, and to have to spend more than a moment's thought on them is.... well, sad. i think we should have courses available where we can learn to unlearn this self-blame attitude, i mean, why do I care? i don't understand it. why do i care? and yet i still do. y'know what i should say? i should turn the phrase 'Fuck'em' into my mantra. fuck them, fuck them all.